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- CommentAuthorlilly84
- CommentTimeJan 27th 2010
Hello, Am lilly84 i started the suboxone about 5 months ago, yeah its been a bleesing also i feel its been a gruch, I need help i want a better way of life just to feel normal not to have to be dependent on any drug to go through my day, alot of it has to start in my head telling my self i dont need the meds i think i make my self alot more sick then i am. am so sared of the withdraws its the main reason am still on the suboxone, does anyone eles feel this way and if you do please respond,this site is all i have to understand me and what am going through with this, am ready to start the detox but am scared. -
- CommentAuthorslyn11
- CommentTimeFeb 8th 2010
I can't totally feel your pain I am the same way. I think it's an addicts way of thinking
also. The habit of taking pills (period) for me. I'm tapering and so scared of what is to come. I'm down to less the 1mg a day. but if I don't take it I feel it. I want to be normal again. My old self. I hardly remember who she is ,before all the dependency. Which was about 5 years or a bit longer. I used to be energetic and want to do things. I don't want to do anything and barely have energy to clean the house. I don't want to be around people etc. It's a scary to be sober with no meds to depend on. I want that so bad. I have had lingering headaches since I started the taper ,that and no energy is the worst. And my husband seeing me look like crap , I feel like he thinks why is she so down.. Sorry for rambling on.. Thank you to everyone on here who reads all of the stories..
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